So I am loving my job as the Nursery and Pre-k Coordinator. I work Sat- Mon and so far I like and I think I will like more as time goes on and I really am doing everything the job requires! It is stretching and challenging and will hopefully eventually be rewarding! :)
I am trying to stay positive and praise God through the tough times but if I can be completely honest right now I am just discouraged. And doing a lot of questioning.

Did I make the right decision in moving to Colorado?
Was it a mistake?
Is this just the enemy attacking me?
Am I doing something wrong?
Am I ever going to fit in here?
Should I fit in here?
Should I move back to Oklahoma in May where all my friends and community exists already?
Am I doing something wrong?
Am I not doing enough?

I miss my community more then ever right now. Probably because I don't have one here. I don't have anyone pouring into me or am I getting to pour into anyone else! Someone that I respect sooo much said to me, 'its not necessarily what you are doing but WHO you are doing it with'! Well did I make a mistake because I have no community here. Maybe I need to be patient and it will come but I freaking miss my friends! I even had a dream last night that they all surprised me and I was like screaming and crying and so happy at the same time. And then I woke up. Needless to say it hasn't been the greatest day. Besides missing everyone, I need a job and a vehicle. Am I not trusting God? Should I not be here? Am I not listening? Or did I not listen?

Work!!

I start my new job on Monday! I will be working part time at Fellowship Church. I will be in the 0-5 department working the volunteers, making sure parents know where to take their kids, making sure the classrooms have everything they need, etc. They have 3 services, one Saturday night and two on Sunday morning, that I will be in charge of! I am really really excited! It's only going to be on Sat-Mon, so I am looking for another part time job in Delta. Right now I do not have any leads, but maybe some possibilities. I am completely trusting the Lord to provide. His providence in my life has blown me away the past few months and I know He is not going to leave me hanging! He knows my desires and what I need, so I am trusting Him! He is continuing to be faithful even when I fail to be! What a great God we serve! So there is a little update for ya! Hope all is well for you!!!!

"Wait for the Lord; be strong and take heart and wait for the LORD." - Psalm 27:14

"The Lord gives strength to his people; the Lord blesses his people with peace." -Psalm 29:11